She said I want to take another sip
Sip, sit back on these memories that are caught up in her chest can she sit back please, take a sec to breathe, blink back tears, like blood streams pooling deep beneath her feet.
She thinks she needs a drink.
She swallows back the burn of the hurts that won't let her sleep, cloud her mind and haunt her day dreams, slowing her heart beat so she can't hear the screams, she hears the screams *scream*
She thinks "if I can only take another sip"
Sip.
Let the liquid touch her lips erasing every "this is a moment I wish that I could forget. This is a day that everything within me regrets" but she's not ready to deal with them yet so she buys another bottle when the last isn't finished yet.
"it's easier to run"
Linkin Park must have had it wrong cuz all she's doing is sipping and slipping into a spiral heading downward where to hope she's resistant. Her friends and family are persistent, thinking she has a problem, they're insisting, "babygirl plz but the bottle down, your drowning now"
Was passed out on the cold linoleum floor, she comes to now, barely remembering the sounds of her haunting demons being vomited out.
