Somehow I'd like to think that forever existed.
Too busy dreaming so a grasp on reality, I missed it.
Couldn't hold it or kiss it
But cuz I wanted it so much, even though I didn't have it, I would never diss it.
Some days it's easy to accept life the way it is....other days...not so much. There are two situations in my life that have got me feeling a way at the end of this year. & it would be hella easy to be a hater and bash all the people that didn't have to deal with/tolerate the crap that I had to but I'm not on that wave. Truth is what is meant to be for me, will be mine. Whether with friendships, relationships, jobs, or other opportunities, I can't sweat the small doors that closed cuz eventually the bigger ones are going to have to open. Not everything is meant to happen, not everything is meant to work, not everything is meant to be done, given, said, felt, etc., and I definitely know I'm not meant to trip off of all of those lol. I can dream about what I want and get lost in the thought of having it, but at the same time, dreaming doesn't make the reality, the work and effort does. Someone said that it's true that everyone doesn't get the things that they want, but the ones who do, they showed up to get it. Rather than wasting time talking trash about the last thing you lost/missed that someone else snatched up with the quickness, how about just harnessing your energy and changing where your focus is. I'm about my business, and what's meant to be for me, TRUST me, I'm gonna get it.
